Do you have a good boudoir honey?

In my life,so far, I haven't a good boudior honey.A friend that you can talk with him or her anything. And you? Do you have a friend like that? sometimes, I feel like I was a failure.when I was so broken hearted,doesn't have a good friend in my side except my boyfriend.but it's so dissimilar.I only hope as a man,when I was fight with my boyfriend ,I can find this friend,nagging,compaincrying and so on.how I wish I wereI hope one day, I can find it.of course,I'll honest to every nearby of friends.