Whatever result of my choice will be, I am the one reponsible for. From now on, abandoning the hope of getting happiness from others. It is myself who give the happiness. In the rest of my life, I will keep on doing what I need to do and should do, as well as not to waste time and emotion on any irrelated things and people. No matter how hard it will be, I can do it.
My goal needs a lot of time and energy, if all the life and all the energy I have were enough, it will be the most lucky one I ever get. God blesses.
