Yesterday I went to the church and listened to the sermon as usual.
Each time I would feel regretful relecting the things I've done. I've been violent. I've been anxious. When sunk in anger, I cant say things properly, and I behave badly. My emotion might have been too strong and would probably hurt my beloved fellows. I know all the flaws in my personality, but sometimes it's just so hard to curb the rushing anger or the sharp words. I can be extremely mean on some occassions.
Dear God, help me change. I'm trying the whole life to be as good as Jesus Christ, sympathetic, generous, tolerant, firm, and fearless.
I would also wait. There are numerous things I want to fulfill in my prayers, and I believe God has already started to lead me the way, choosing the right direction for me. What do I need to do is to wait, have a peaceful heart and fill my spirit with pure faith.
Praise the Lord! You are the King of the world! Oh, Lord, what do I worry about? You are with me wherever I am! You are the sparkling light lighting up the whole sky; you are eternal; you are love!
