Wednesday, April 18, 2012

narcissist's panic

does the world really exist miracle?
am i going to meet someone's background have a big difference with mine?
am my life will be tough?

why my head emerge such pictures? it just happened on tvs. sorry i have watched too much movies...

how to make these pictures disappear?

why people always want to escape? is it inborn?

then, what going to happen with my job? what am i going to do? and where to do?
many questions appear again......

it had happened before i came to amoy.
ever i cann't find the answer

now such thing turns up again...no answer again.....

or am i going to work with him and fall in love with him? it would be so difficult. may i think too much, reality does have no relation with me.
or how should i adjust my mentality?
could everything be normal after writng these? hope the answer is YES

i just want a ordinary and happy life. true love wouldn't be happen on company, cause is means a big big challenge that i can not handle.

if wealth need tears to exchange for, i had rather not owned, even in the dream , so please disappear...overcome psychologies and do a good job!

just a narcissist!! wake up and dream broke up.